Nollywood actor Ayoola Ayolola bravely shared his journey to fatherhood, admitting that he once contemplated suicide upon learning he was going to be a father.
He expressed feeling unprepared and depressed at the prospect of catering to someone else’s life. Despite disappointment from his pastor father and feeling like he let everyone down, he realized the blessings in it.
“I was still trying to find my feet and figure out why I was here. I mean I knew why I was here but I was trying to navigate those waters. So now I’m supposed to cater to somebody? Someone’s life can be made or ruined because of me directly?”
Ayolola recounted a harrowing moment when he stood in the middle of a busy road, considering ending his life.
“I felt to myself, ‘What if I just end it right now? You know, nobody is going to miss me.’ I was actually in the middle of the road, and when you’re calculating when to cross, I deliberately miscalculated so that I would be hit. Maybe this is a good idea.”
However, the fear of going to hell stopped him at the last minute.
“But then, I think the fear of if you do it, you go to hell. I don’t want to go to hell. Maybe it was a bad idea. And then something happened that maybe picked up the pace or slowed down a little more, and the car just brushed me. I still fell off the road, and some people came to help me up, not knowing what I tried to, you know…”
Reflecting on the positive aspects of fatherhood, he acknowledged the beautiful life he almost missed out on and the impact of his actions on his son.
“Anyway, all of that happened, and I look back now. I look at the very handsome young man, and I’m like, really? This is what I was about to miss? This is whose life I was about to destroy by my actions? By the action I was about to take, that I was going to take blindly, this little boy would have been made fatherless.”
Fatherhood requires a lot of responsibilities truly.
Fine, you wanted a good life for your kids but attempting suicide would have been the regretful thing ever done.
Good for you changing your intentions.
You grab. Nothing is fair in the world. Even the rich folks get their own dose of the bad side of life. Whatever happens, just accept and move on in good faith.
Life is beautiful, when you’re able to get all that you desire.
Life can be hard at times but suicide is never an option because you never know what’s waiting for you at the other side of life… Patience and been thankful is very important
Men have the higest suicide rate in the world. It’s just a lot of pressure.
Thank God you didn’t commit the suicide then and you’re enjoying it now
Be thankful to God o…if not by now u 4 know how far
It can be really hard making such decisions really but like he said when you think of odds of the best or worst that could happen (which many who damn the consequence of wrong decisions don’t consider) I think it’d be clearer and it could even be that it’s that decision that you pushed him to work harder and be a better person so he could be a good example to the little man… I’m proud of you sire.
The best comment I’ve seen today so far on the platform…God will not give you a responsibility that is beyond a man if you believe in him.
And those responsibility even though sometimes it’s from our own mistakes are to toughen us and make us better yet we run away and choose to find an easy way out only to meet a greater responsibility ahead which the earlier responsibility could have prepared us for but because we ran away, we tend to break and some even crash any never get it right again…
True talk bro. Face everything and rise.
Thank God you realised that on time
You would have rendered the child fatherless
Thank God you changed your mind and ur ur son doesn’t lack father figure
The small boy for don become fatherless and he would have been tagged a failure.
Father’s love is also important in a child’s life
Thank God he changed his mind and work harder
Hmm
I understand his plight
When we ain’t prepared for something and it happens we literally become bothered
And backing it up
He is a man
He probably doesn’t want anything suffer for his family
But thank goodness the devil didn’t borrow him that very day
God that works In miraculous way has come through for him 🥰🥰
Being a father comes with lots of pressure and at that point, things were not working out for him the way he had it planned.
Hmm
🤔 I grab
May the lord make us as we want
And keep helping we men
Omo life hard but it have not reach make person commit sucide nah it’s well thank God he change his mind